As with most spiritual journeys, there is no beginning
and no end. It’s about the realization and awareness
of one’s spirituality in every moment of our lives.
As a young girl, I have always been very introspective
and sensitive to my own feelings about myself, other
people and the environment, through observation of
the things happening around me.
My biggest turning point in my life was in 2005 when
I lost my grandpa to a hospital viral infection nad
my grandma to cancer. Deeply devastated, I was so
angry with myself, I felt that there must have been
something I could have done to help them but at that
moment I felt totally powerless against the situation.
Do you understand the feeling, that there should have
been something I could have done but I wasn’t aware
of how to do it? The feeling went really deep inside
me and I was determined to learn alternative healing,
I just couldn't trust in hospitals and western drugs
anymore!
And so my quest as a healer began. For me, life had
no room for any more excuses, I just wanted to do
whatever my heart feels, without worrying about how
I’m going to take care of my expenses. I took up an
energetic healing modality and during this course,
I discovered during the last hour that I was able
to feel my own chakras spinning! You can say it was
quite an amazing experience as it got me totally believing
in healing energies and how it could help heal the
body of physical and emotional pain. Somehow, during
my chakra spinning, I must have ‘opened up’ my dormant
third eye chakra, which was also my sense of intuition
or sixth sense in a clairvoyant way that I could also
see the energetic imprints of animal spirit guides.
I was transformed!
Armed with this newfound awareness and belief of
the esoteric realm, my next big break was to set up
a new holistic and yoga space now known as Faerie
Forestrie with three other partners. Since then, I
went through a myriad of experiences, ups and downs
and met many people on their spiritual quests. I was
lovingly guided by the Divine to expand my knowledge
and consciousness through meditation and many other
various healing modalities, including Shamanic journeying,
Past Life Regression and many more. My life was never
the same again when I integrated all these learning
into my consciousness.
One of my biggest transformations occurred during
one of my spiritual retreats in the beautiful Himalayans
of Nepal in 2008, a sacred power spot on Earth, I
felt a tremendous change in my energy levels during
an initiation, the message from my spiritual guide
was that I have re-awakened my gifts of clairvoyance
and using my voice to heal. I was positively elated
as I had always loved to sing, and it was true! My
toning became smooth and powerful as I could hold
my breath for longer periods of time. Those who have
attended my healing sessions (tonal alchemy) would
have experienced the transformative and penetrative
healing power of my voice.
Together with my beloved partner Izad, in late 2008,
I was guided to Sufism and a year later, we were initiated
into the Sufi path by taking hand with a Sufi Master,
becoming travelers in the mystical path of love. We
have also set up LOVEHEARTS, a consultancy
service for relationships issues and more. The rest
is history.
“Thank you for taking the time to read about
me and know who I am. Dedicated to serving humanity
and sharing love and wisdom with all the souls who
come into my life, I truly envision a world without
illness and suffering, only LOVE for all my fellow
travellers on Earth, including plants, minerals and
animals. I am connected to all our elemental friends
and everything in the Universe and may all of us walk
our path of spiritual evolution in loving oneness
with God. Blessings to all!”
~ Gisella, Lover of the Divine
"Open
your heart and the miracles in life will unfold..."
Since young, when most of my peers were
either busy with their schoolwork or hanging out with
their friends, I was more interested in spirituality.
From the age of seven, besides attending lessons in
a secular school, my mother also sent me to a nearby
mosque for religious classes. Due to my inquisitive
nature, I developed an early interest in learning more
about the other major religions such as Christianity,
Buddhism, etc. As such, I gained a better understanding
of the wisdom and essence found in each and every tradition.
I have always being very intuitive
from a young age and my spiritual re-awakening begun
in July 2007. Like a jigsaw puzzle, some of my life
purposes are revealed slowly and beautifully, which
led me to be more aware of my gifts. In early 2008,
to gain a better understanding of the ‘New Age’ movement,
I attended a workshop at one of the New Age centres
in Singapore and went for a group spiritual retreat
in Nepal after that.
Together with my beloved partner Gisella,
in late 2008, I was guided to Sufism and a year later,
we were initiated into the Sufi path by taking hand
with a Sufi Master, becoming travelers in the mystical
path of love.
I believe that most of the suffering
and sickness in this world are not of a material, but
of a spiritual nature and true healing lies in the purification
of our hearts and souls, in removing the veils which
cover our hearts. Only through the total surrender to
the Will of God can we hope to attain true freedom and
peace. In this way we may also come to understand and
know of our true life purpose and of what the Creator
has given to each of us when we were created and brought
into this world.